Thursday, February 24, 2011

Native Soul

Native Soul

It’s clear, they warned us and we snickered. Snicker on my fellows even though hollow to you narrates the truth:

“Man proud man,

Ignorant of what he is most assured” etc

That was years ago and now the very essence of proof is upon us. We have betrayed the spirit of what brought us here.

“Have we come from elsewhere? By these instruments shall we go home?” Etc

I am old and will withstand the final grimace.

My children, I pray, will too.

But their children, my own grand-subsequence;

Theirs is a questionable consequence.

When water is fought for

When air is gasped

When thought no longer reaches for the possibility

Of the sublime

When minute-by-minute life is simply held on to

Without grace or cause for hope.

But because an ancient message still resonates from the time of crocodiles: “survive god damn you. Survive!"

What will these children of our children cry out?

“ Couldn’t you fucking work it out?

There has always been enough for everyone.

Couldn’t you share? Couldn’t you care?”

Mother was dying and you groveled for what you could hole up in your castle-keep.

Mother was dying…..

Saturday, January 29, 2011

conections

I had a party today.

I was feeling bummed out. for a lot of of superficial reasons. People showed up from everywhere and every time. Grammar school to old age.. Many of us cried at having lost a connection that we missed without realizing it

When we feel lost or estranged it is because we allow those that have meaning to ourselves to somehow float away.

I went back to my journal 3/ 09:

"Connections with friends
"Connections to nature
" Connections to history
"Connections to and between my mental process and those of other beings .

These "connections" make possible a sane and acceptable existence.

Without such connections we flounder in a world of contradiction."

Secure is our love for one another. THAT is what ties us to the earth and allows us to pass beyond the nuts that run things.

But that we could corner one of them and ask a few simple questions.